i don't know you anymore.

second chances are extinct.
it's too late to apologize.
the words you said literally brought tears to my eyes.
it was like an old wound being torn open
i let it heal, but you needed to dig deeper.
i don't think you ever understood just how much it meant to me.
how important it all was to me
i'm sorry we weren't able to work harder for it
i'm sorry that you were too stubborn to see how great it all could have been.
but it's all just a little too late now.
too late for mending the wounds.
too late for apologies.
too late to get back what we left behind.
i think it's time you learn to move on and just forget
because i'm not just going to be waiting around until you realize.
you chose the path you're on
and despite my telling you that you deserved more
you chose to keep walking down the same road.
stop blaming me for any problems along the way.
it wasn't my fault i made you rethink things that were beyond my control.
accept that everything that lies before you was hand-picked by no one other than you.
you wanted it. you've got it.

.xOx.