but he twists like whoa.

it's funny to me that going into this you thought you'd be the one getting hurt.
i wish there was a way for me to tell you that i'm always the one that's left hurting in the end.
not that you'd believe me or anything,
but you really shouldn't worry.
i don't think i'd ever be capable of hurting you
because it amazes me how much you mean to me already.
not that i could ever tell you so
because i worry that i'd come on too strong
and push you away.
i still don't even know the basics,
but i'd love to lock you in my room and learn all about them.
the ball is in your court.
you can take as much or as little.
i'm leaving myself vulnerable and very susceptible to pain,
but i think you're worth it.
something about you tells me to take a chance,
i just wish i knew how you felt exactly.
i guess it's all just a matter of time...

.xOx.
here i go again...