3..2..1.. and i'm having fun.

i thought i knew you.
you proved me wrong
this is one argument i wish i would've won.
"you're right, i give up"
i'd give anything to hear those words.
but you won't be saying them
because both you and i know how wrong i've been
wrong to have protected you
wrong to have believed.
wrong to have hoped
that things would change
be different... for once.
the sun has set
and it will never come up again
your days will remain dark and rainy
how nocturnal can you get?
read your final words again,
is this really how you want it all to end?

and now i'm the one who can't close her eyes
for fear that i'll be reminded of you again.
one more shot.
one more hit.
anything to numb the pain.
it makes your face fade quickly.
this time, i don't think you're the one who needs rescuing.

.xOx.