i finally found myself... in your bed.

it's hard for me to even listen to that song.
the one that reminds me of the hours i used to spend
laying on your bed
twirling my hair
as you studied intently for the next day's classes.
you'd look over and smile
you liked having me on your bed
and i loved that you did.
it was my home away from home.
i loved being your distraction
although, you never made me feel that way.
i liked that you'd clear your schedule just for me.
i talked a lot.
i know.
but you listened to every word.
even when you didn't really want
to hear what i was saying.
i never would've known
all that i know now
if i had not met you.
thank you.

x.x.x.x