i wasn't tagged, but i still want to give it a shot...
20 random facts about me...
1. i worry about people who don't give a shit about me way too much.
2. i don't want to have a job that's stagnant and 9-5. i want to be able to travel the world. preferrably something involving music... but i'm afraid that i'll never get the chance.
3. when i get a new cd, i listen to it constantly. so much that my roommate gets sick of it before i do... and i can hear her "ugh" everytime the first track starts.
4. i think i may be the only person who believes in me. i seem to be surrounded by people who try to keep me down and tell me my dreams are unrealistic. even though i believe in myself, i'm afraid the downers get to me more than i do.
5. i want more than anything to find someone who will kiss my forehead, lay in bed with me, tell me i'm amazing, and pick out my minute details that not many people see and love them.
6. i have a horrible memory. i'm constantly making lists of things that i need to do/buy/get. i'm so afraid of forgetting something that i have lists everywhere. [sadly, sometimes i forget where i put the list]
7. i always fall for someone who would never be with me.
8. i love people-watching. especially when they're unaware that i'm observing them. i love seeing a person be completely real.
9. i am obsessively in love with someone that i will more than likely never see again.
10. the only time i am ever truly happy is when i'm at a concert/music event. when my heart starts beating along with the bass... when the melody races from my feet through my veins... when my throat is sore from singing at the top of my lungs... when pain no longer is a factor... when the sweat is stinging my pores... i'd do it every night for the rest of my life if i could. i just want to be enveloped by that atmosphere... constantly.forever.
11. sometimes, i don't think i want to go to school anymore.
12. i'm afraid of losing everything that i've written.
13. i am envious of the people who know exactly what they want in their life and put forth their all and go for it. [including dropping anything that may be standing in the way]
14. i wish i still played an instrument. i really want to learn to play guitar.
15. i love shopping with my roommate. i love everything that she's taught me [bust a cap in your ass :)] i love staying up late with her and getting knocked at. i love that she's accepted me and finds me somewhat fun&interesting and worth spending time with. i love that she goes to concerts with me. i hate that i don't think i'll ever be able to express to her how much i really do love&appreciate her and everything that she does for me.
16. i wish that i had more time to read books that i actually want to read and not just lame textbooks for class.
17. my new year's resolution will be to get back into my "better" study habits and keep up on all my school work... OH and go to more concerts. :)
18. i miss my parents like crazy. at times i wish that i was still living with them, but when i go back there all i can think about is being back at my apartment. sometimes i worry that they're mad at me for leaving at such an early age.
19. i'm afraid i'll end up a terrible disappointment to my parents.
20. i want to get more tattoos, but i want them all to tell a story of a certain time in my life... so that every time i look at them it can be like a reminder of an obstacle that i've tackled.
wow, so i actually got 20.
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1. i worry about people who don't give a shit about me way too much.
2. i don't want to have a job that's stagnant and 9-5. i want to be able to travel the world. preferrably something involving music... but i'm afraid that i'll never get the chance.
3. when i get a new cd, i listen to it constantly. so much that my roommate gets sick of it before i do... and i can hear her "ugh" everytime the first track starts.
4. i think i may be the only person who believes in me. i seem to be surrounded by people who try to keep me down and tell me my dreams are unrealistic. even though i believe in myself, i'm afraid the downers get to me more than i do.
5. i want more than anything to find someone who will kiss my forehead, lay in bed with me, tell me i'm amazing, and pick out my minute details that not many people see and love them.
6. i have a horrible memory. i'm constantly making lists of things that i need to do/buy/get. i'm so afraid of forgetting something that i have lists everywhere. [sadly, sometimes i forget where i put the list]
7. i always fall for someone who would never be with me.
8. i love people-watching. especially when they're unaware that i'm observing them. i love seeing a person be completely real.
9. i am obsessively in love with someone that i will more than likely never see again.
10. the only time i am ever truly happy is when i'm at a concert/music event. when my heart starts beating along with the bass... when the melody races from my feet through my veins... when my throat is sore from singing at the top of my lungs... when pain no longer is a factor... when the sweat is stinging my pores... i'd do it every night for the rest of my life if i could. i just want to be enveloped by that atmosphere... constantly.forever.
11. sometimes, i don't think i want to go to school anymore.
12. i'm afraid of losing everything that i've written.
13. i am envious of the people who know exactly what they want in their life and put forth their all and go for it. [including dropping anything that may be standing in the way]
14. i wish i still played an instrument. i really want to learn to play guitar.
15. i love shopping with my roommate. i love everything that she's taught me [bust a cap in your ass :)] i love staying up late with her and getting knocked at. i love that she's accepted me and finds me somewhat fun&interesting and worth spending time with. i love that she goes to concerts with me. i hate that i don't think i'll ever be able to express to her how much i really do love&appreciate her and everything that she does for me.
16. i wish that i had more time to read books that i actually want to read and not just lame textbooks for class.
17. my new year's resolution will be to get back into my "better" study habits and keep up on all my school work... OH and go to more concerts. :)
18. i miss my parents like crazy. at times i wish that i was still living with them, but when i go back there all i can think about is being back at my apartment. sometimes i worry that they're mad at me for leaving at such an early age.
19. i'm afraid i'll end up a terrible disappointment to my parents.
20. i want to get more tattoos, but i want them all to tell a story of a certain time in my life... so that every time i look at them it can be like a reminder of an obstacle that i've tackled.
wow, so i actually got 20.
[x.00.x]
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