Saturday, September 23, 2006

who invented PB&J?

where did i go wrong, i lost a friend.

here i am again. the procrastination queen. are you sure they haven't invented a job doing that yet? i'm sure i'd be great at it. or sticker sticking. i wish i could get a degree in that. ha.

i wish i knew how to save you. all of you. the ones that are stuck in places they just don't want to be. choosing between what you really want to do and what you need to do to remain in your unhappy but "safe" situation. is it still worth it? and how do you know when it's not? you're just walking in circles now... but it beats walking out on a limb doesn't it? standing up for what you want. learning what it's really like to be on your own two feet. no guidance. is that what you really fear? sorry, but i don't think telling you what shoes to wear is exactly "guidance", but i guess i could be mistaking. so you're happy then? in the situation in which you have absolutely no control. have you forgotten what it feels like behind the wheel? take the wheel and drive... i heard you once sing. drive. drive. drive and don't look back. it might be good for you. you might be good for you. because what i see now... that's not you. find yourself. be you again. i miss you.

[x.00.x]
where did i go wrong?

current music: Lola Ray- What it feels Like
current obsession: any thought but my own
current book: an array of Greek tragedies
current website: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vBCIYG3n7Yo

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