i've been programmed for disappointment

the lights have faded. i'm staring down the dark, open road. my eyes focused on the road ahead. but my mind can't help but wander.

leave the past and continue down the road? or turn around and search for the possibility of more?

what would i be leaving behind if i chose to step forward? what's pushing me towards the edge? are you ever going to hold out your hand?

i have a love/hate relationship with the time we spend together. i can't bring myself to really look in your eyes for fear that you'll find me out & i'll spill it all. you're my weakness and i know that if you just asked... i'd give it all to you.

[x.00.x]
my answer is yes.