your view from the top is bound to get blurry

i put myself in your shoes today. suddenly, it all makes sense. the love you're receiving from several people doesn't mean shit when you're only looking to receive it from one person. people fight for a way to get access to you, but you turn away because you're stuck on her. in retrospect, i can't believe i didn't catch on earlier. i find myself struggling with the same situation. i'm stuck on you.

nothing new to report. i'll try to make my entries somewhat brighter. still searching for a job. yuck. what the heck is wrong with me!? i must be truly unemployable if i still haven't found a job. hmm.. what else? i'm almost finished with my book. i'm really excited about that because i've got some great books on my list to get to. that's about it... pretty boring. i know! ::sigh::

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13th post on 6/6/06. i couldn't resist.