put me in your pocket and take me everywhere.

current mood: hopeless
current book: A Million Little Pieces
current music: The Audition

¤tly: questioning every decision i've ever made.

i'm not quite sure why/when i started doubting myself. i guess it's a recent development. because for as long as i can remember, my goals were set. i was sure that i would be happy with the goals i set. suddenly, i started contemplating other options. but those options filled me with more doubt. could i actually get a job doing that? would i be good at it? where do i start? it's unfamiliar territory. i want to tell myself to just break free of these chains and take a walk on the wild side. you'll never be happy if you don't take any chances. it's going to be difficult. sometimes i get discouraged easily. but i have a passion. i wonder if that passion is enough drive to push me to the top?

i'll continue weighing my options.

tomorrow feels like a good day. i'm going to take a stroll at the beach to clear my mind [ha. if that's even possible]

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deep breath. relax. deep breath. relax.