goodbye blues. hello mean reds.

i didn't think about you at all until i heard you were back. actually, i'm lying... i thought about you a lot, but even more now that i know you're around. i thought about spending some nights in an empty hotel room, just so that i can say "i know how you feel." truth is.. i'll never be able to relate. we live in two completely different worlds. or at least it seems so on the outside. on the inside i know exactly who you are. i know exactly what you're searching for. i truly know what makes you tick. but you don't let anyone in that easily. i still haven't figured out what it will take for you to let me in.

on another note... i've been standing very close to the edge these past few days. i'm on the verge of a complete emotional breakdown.

current mood: idontcareanymore
current music: anything The Hush Sound
current book: An Unquiet Mind

[x.double0.x]
hanging on to your last words.